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Iapos;ve come to the conclusion that daily updates are impossible for me. I promise and I promise and i just never do it. The weekend was good, I thought Jeannette, Ana and I were going to explore the shit out of SD instead we woke up pretty late and watched Avenged Sevenfold videos which im not trippin about because they are so worth my time. And everybody elses. After watching videos we started getting ready and got Chris to drive us to Grossmont to buy a monroe stud thing because i had lost mine. I tried hoops and they were a fucking hassle to put the ball in so i went back to buy the studs, since Jeannette and i were in a hurry i bumped into some lady, she asked me if i was gonna say "sorry". I hate being told what to do and maybe if she wouldnt have pointed it out herself she couldve gotten a sorry out of me other than a "fuck you bitch". Thats the way shit is with me. After the mall my mom told us there was gonna be this dinner party thing at Angelapos;s house so we ended up having Robert and Marko drive us up to Lakeside for that. Since we didnt have anyone to drive is back home we had to ride in the back of a truck, laying down at night all the way home. We looked like cigarettes. When we finally got home i felt� like i was gonna die. I was fucking cold. After a little while of texting Pelu back and forth he asked if we wanted to hang out so we said yes, Angel, him and some of their friends came over and we kicked it in my parking lot for a while and later called it a night.



Ive been trying to gain weight like crazy. Ive been beggining to feel disgustingly skinny and i kinda would like to change that. My goal is atleast fuckin 10 pounds. Im so afraid of getting fat so hopefully all of that doesnt all go to my stomach. Going to the ass, thighs, and tits would be fucking amazing. Haha. Peanut butter is the most disgusting thing ever but Marko said it was a good weight gaining food so imma be eating that like theres no tomorrow. My inspiration right now is that one singer Cassie. I saw her video "OFFICAL GIRL" and i instantly knew i wanted to look like that.
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School is driving me a little more than insane and i dont know how much longer i can take it. I feel like just giving up. If�a damn high school diploma wouldnt be such a huge fucking deal�i wouldve already�dropped out. I cant believe people actually wanna�continue school. That takes alot of commitment�and i am about the least commited person. I think i need a vacation. Anywhere. I just need to get out of here for a while, homework free and everything. Im about done with Biology. I thought�i didnt have a problem with the other subjects at school except for math but apparently, i have a problem with every single�subject. Im such a lazy ass. I need to learn how�to not be so lazy. I havent read my horoscope in a while, i need to�go do that after this. So,�people and the news are saying that aliens where supposed to come 2�days ago�i think, they say they were gonna come to make peace and that we would be able to see them if we looked out our windows and stuff. I havent seen one damn alien. I have�a bunch of airplanes and helicopters and all of that than usual but i havent seen�no�alien. I think theyapos;re cute. If they even look like�this:
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I wish i knew what the hell is going down this�weekend so i can make plans with�people and stuff. I had plans with Jeannette, i was supposed to go�to her house�but�daddy called me to�tell me that he was going�to set a dentist appointment for me for sunday and that just kills all my�plans. Most of the time�everything he says are all lies.�Heapos;s full of them.�Hopefully it is true because i want my braces to come off already, Ive been having them since the�6th grade.�Theyapos;re annoying now. Im sure ill miss emapos; once theyapos;re off but right now i just want them off. Ive always wondered why basically every fucking Dentist�place�has fishes�and stuff.�
Once i see these damn fishes i start panicking. I hate�the smell of�drilled teeth too. If you ever find yourself bored on youtube search lil loca. Stevie Ryan is a genious sheapos;s hilarious. I feel the need to fix up my profile. I remember when i was so good�with ideas on how to fix it up�and shit and�now im all queer and stuff. I kinda want the old me�back. The old me as in 8th grade old me. I almost forgot how addicted to pink i am. I want everything pink. Kind of like on�Legally Blonde. I�think shes the cutest thing ever:��Chris and i took a trip down memory lane today�and we figured how we were never gonna get those times back.�The�Harriet Tubman years were the best years weapos;ve ever had. Everything about�it was perfect. Its kind of sad to see how everyone has gone their separate way now. Id give anything to just�have ONE day�back of that. I think that was the moment in my life when i was truly happy. Everything seemed so much easier.�
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